So… all of this.
What is happening is so big, so ever-present, and so important. There is so much for us to process, to hold space for. So much work to do. So much listening, healing, helping to do. So very much.
But amidst the turmoil, fear, rage, grief, despair and…and…and… I am so grateful to see expressions of love, hope, community, fearlessness, kindness, generosity and so much more from so many people.
And I appreciate that our allium and chives and peas are growing. Our weigela and clematis are blooming.
I appreciate that for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I have gotten an African Violet to bloom! (Seriously. I have failed so many times.)
On our walk today, Sarah and I saw military helicopters overhead and checked cars for license plates. I felt jumpy and sad and so aware of the privilege I carry around me like a protective bubble of white skin.
My heart goes out to the people so deeply hurt by the murder and violence from the past week. And from all the weeks-years-centuries.
But I was also really happy to walk with my best friend. I was filled with awe when we saw the most beautiful & humongous bumble bee.
And even though I was hot and a little sweaty when we got home, I relished the comfort of Ida crawling into my lap and giving me a smooch.
So, yes. All of this.
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