Terrific Tuesday Dream

It’s actually not so bad to wake up several hours earlier than usual when you wake up from an entertaining dream like I did this morning! πŸ˜„

My Terrific Tuesday Dream

The kids and I crash land our airplane/spaceship βœˆοΈπŸš€into the side of a deserted, snow-covered ❄️❄️❄️mountain. We are certain we are doomed, but begin to climb to the summit anyway.

When we get to the top, we realize that we’ve landed on an enormous sledding hill. People all around us are sledding down the mountain using a variety of sled-type items.

We each choose a “sled” and start down the mountain πŸ”. About halfway down, the mountain turns into a giant indoor Olympic bobsled course that allows us to bank up on the walls and do tricks (like looping back up the mountain to pick up our kitten who has become frightened).

On the way back up the mountain, we take time to do a little kitten shopping and each choose our own kitten 🐱 (we shared one on the way down somehow). I choose an all-black kitten who is adventurous – but not reckless.

On our second time down the mountain, the course turns into a place to test drive Hondas πŸš—. It is a frantic, fun, and fast trip down the mountain in my new car…

Snuggles!

Oh! I forgot to appreciate snuggle time with Stella. Super sweet Sunday snuggles. ❀️stella-nov-25-2016

Holiday Appreciations

What a wonderful holiday weekend that was! I appreciate the opportunity to play games, talk, and share food with so many of my favorite people on the planet. 🌎 I even got to meet some new beautiful people. (Well, they’ve probably been beautiful people for a long time…but knowing them is new to me!) πŸ˜‰ My family (biological and chosen) and friends are the most funny, interesting, lovely people. I am profoundly grateful. πŸ’œ

I love the contrast of the intense hustle and bustle of Thursday and Friday’s gatherings…followed by two days of introvert recharge time with no specific plans, but lots of nice quiet time and chill small group hang out time. Perfect!

nov-27th-bday-giftsI super appreciate that somehow I got an extra birthday this year (this one, apparently, on Nov 27th)! 🎁 For some reason, I got three early birthday presents on Sunday. That was fun!!

How funny and strange to hear thunder and be caught in a downpour on my way to my eye appointment today. It is the end of November, right??15179029_10154729679213851_6021836303046596174_n

I also appreciate the fun of an eye exam (which I’d not had in, um, well, a LONG time). Interesting stuff! Plus…I got these super cool new sunglasses. #fashion #nailedit

The pure joy of getting to see Sarah and Ida every day. Srsly.

Hospital Appreciations

After an extremely rough evening with Crohn’s complications (the pain of which triggered a PTSD-type panic attack), my heroes Katie and Cina once again came to my rescue and drove πŸš‘ me to the ER at 11:45 Thursday night. While I’d prefer not to be so very familiar with this drill (and I’m sure the girls would appreciate it if I could time my hospital adventures for DAYTIME once in awhile), there are lots of things to appreciate about the experience. πŸ˜„

The amazingly helpful effects of morphine, which brought my pain level down from 10+ to a paltry 5. Whew.

The ridiculous effects of morphine on my thought process…and the fact that Katie knows I’ll be delighted to hear about them later and takes notes!
Me: “Did I accidentally lop of the heads or something?”
Katie:”…what?”
Me: “Of the snow men…”
Katie: “….”
Me: “…that’s not it.”

hospital-view-nove-2016The view from my 6th floor room at FSH and the magic of watching winter appear out of nowhere…and not even having to drive in the snow! ❄️❄️❄️

The taste of chicken broth and apple juice after a steady diet of IV fluid and ice chips.

The taste of cream of rice cereal after a day of broth and juice!

The helpful effects of steroids in managing symptoms. I super hate being on them, but super LIKE feeling better. In an effort to find even more good stuff about prednisone, I’ve decided to be elated that my tennis elbow pain is almost gone – and that with my new, puffy face, it looks like I have fewer wrinkles….

The wonderful staff at FSH. I always seem to end up working with the most interesting, funny people! I especially liked talking with my nurse Carrie about the healing effects of laughter yoga and appreciation. It was also fun to talk to the woman who drew my 3rd blood sample on Saturday. She had such a pretty accent and told me what it’s like for her living in MN after growing up in Paris. She loves everything but the snow! ❄️ Oh! And it was sweet to talk to the volunteer who came in to give me a hand massage about her transition from living in Russia to living in MN (5 years). Another gorgeous accent! What interesting folks!

Getting to spend the day napping, watching HGTV, and watching the Harry Potter marathon while I recovered. More restful than hospital time usually is. It helped that I hadn’t slept all night… I was ready for rest!

Feeling so loved and supported by the numerous offers of rides home from the hospital. I have the sweetest family and friends!

Coming back home after a couple days in the hospital. Sleeping in my own πŸ›! And coming home to newly vacuumed floors (thank you, Mckenzie!). So nice to see Sarah and Ida again, too. Oh, and the cats, of course.

How strange my perception of time is after not sleeping for a few nights and having my normal routine turned upside down. Add to that the fact that when I was admitted, it was autumn and when I left (2 days later) it was winter 🌨… and I have a super interesting sense of time, what day it is, and what season it is. It’s kind of hilarious.

Today’s new prednisone perk…since it affects my sleep, 😳 I was awake early enough this morning to see Sarah and Ida before they left for the day. What a lovely way to start the day!

Appreciations 11/13/16

Walk with Sarah and Ida in the supremely satisfying sunshine.
Wonderfully warm weather for washing the car with Mckenzie.
Super night for super bright super moon.

Appreciations 11/12/16

nov-colors-bullet-journalPlaying with fall colors in my bullet journal. Fun to color. Fun to have a system that works SO well for me to manage my work, play, and energy.

Eggs.

Bright sunny warm weather in mid-November.

Appreciations 11/11/16

I so so so appreciate the wonderful people who’ve been showing up on Friday nights to talk about race. I am incredibly grateful for this space to talk about race and racism and privilege. I’m so clunky about it and I know that I can sink back into the comfortable bubble of privilege so easily.

It feels important to talk about this and about other challenging issues…even – or maybe especially – with people whose views are different from mine. Can I find a way to connect, to listen with curiosity to other people’s experiences and ideas, to build on common ground? I feel so fortunate to be part of a group of people who want to do that. It gives me hope.

I also super appreciate the massive kid group hugs I got tonight! I was a walking tower of affection! What fun to have little ones I love all crowding in for hugs. Breathing is a secondary concern in that situation. πŸ˜‰

Awesome license plates and kids who know to send me pix of them. πŸ’œ

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Appreciations 11/10/16

My fabulously funny friend David! I texted him one of my “Thank you for being a bright light in my world” messages yesterday. He replied, “Wait – is this a reminder that I’m supposed to be your light bulb supplier?” In a hurry to get to a meeting, I just texted back, “Duh.”
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An hour later, an Amazon Prime Now delivery person knocks on my door… and it’s light bulbs from David! And not only regular light bulbs…he’s included a colored LED remote controlled light bulb! So. Much. Fun!!!
Dinner with Katie and Cina and Sarah and Ida. Comfort food and laughter – just what was needed last night.
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Today’s echocardiogram. I’m so glad there’s technology to track my heart’s function and help us figure out how to keep it going. Plus, it’s pretty neat to see and hear heart valves working. Whoosh, whoosh, whoosh. πŸ˜‰

Appreciations 11/9/16

sunburst-11-9-16The sun rose this morning.
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Feeling all the feelings led me to reach out to the people who make my life good. What a beautiful way to start the day.
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MN elected the first Somali-American Muslim woman to US office last night.
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My cousin Debb was re-elected to the school board last night.

Looking for goodness today

If you are happy about the election, then I am happy for you. I’m not happy about some of it, and I’m not interested in changing your mind or trying to convince you that I’m “right”.

I AM interested in us finding connections and common ground, and in doing all the good that we can for all the people we can.

To that end I want you to know that in my search for joy and hope this morning, I’ve connected with so many lovely people who brighten my life. You brighten my life. ❀️❀️❀️

Sending you hope, solace, congratulations, comfort, care, and love in whatever quantities you need. Thank you for making my life better by being part of it.